April 1, 2021


Cast your votes, leave your comments. These are taken from the top recent suggestions and maybe one or two past ones! There's not many Fire Emblem games left that I haven't played, and I wanted to keep this poll all games that I haven't played for fresh, genuine reactions! I think Sacred Stones might be the only one I haven't played? And then there's some that I played and didn't finish.

March 29, 2021


Hey guys! We got a few solid suggestions on the last episode of Hyrule Warriors, HOWEVER, a lot of people said I should make a post so that even those who weren't checking Hyrule Warriors can leave some suggestions. SO, do that here! We'll have a poll on Wednesday with the top suggestions! :]

February 7, 2021

Where have I been!

SO, if you're a regular here on, the title to this blog post isn't going to make much sense! But this is really here for anyone from our YouTube channel, as we're starting our new Nuzlocke over there, and over here! :] -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SO, I haven't uploaded on YouTube since October, a real gaming video, anyway. Why is that? Well, the short story is that Let's Plays are completely dead on YouTube. They don't get

January 4, 2021


Hey all! We're gearing up to start the next playthrough, AND I NEED YOUR COMMENTS. Originally when I started this premium content journey, it was because I wanted the freedom to play the games I wanted without having to bend to YouTube's algorithm in order to survive financially. You guys gave me the honor of doing just that. However, at this current point in time, even if this website lost all of it's members, I would be financially stable, and I cannot thank you guys enough for that. BUT DO

September 7, 2020

One stop for all ShadyPenguinn.

THE BEST place to experience all things ShadyPenguinn!

May 4, 2020


Hey guys. This weekend was extremely full. My original intent was to get videos, or at least one, up today, but I have some more running around to do, to help bring some supplies to my loved one who is currently in hospital...

April 4, 2020

What A Week

Man, this week has been such an intense one on this end. I'm currently out of the house and haven't gotten to record today's videos, so chances are I'm gonna be dropping the ball today and we'll be back tomorrow for our regular videos...

December 26, 2019

The First To See - And Suggest Our Next Game!

First and foremost, thank you guys so much for being so understanding while I've been sick, leading into the loss of a family member. I truly appreciate the lack of pressure and the added understanding you've sent my way during this end of year lack...

December 7, 2019

When The Bad Wins

I'm sitting in a hotel room, away from my family, upset with myself. You see, I triple booked these upcoming days with three separate trips...

November 3, 2019

What A Day [Abi's Birthday]

MAN, today was such a full, amazing day. We got to celebrate my daughter's first birthday with a bunch of friends and family. My legs are absolutely OBLITERATED...

November 2, 2019

November First

It's November first. Today is my daughter's 365th day on this planet. This year has been, intense. Intense in the best ways, and intense in some harder ways; but the biggest focal point has been my little light Abigail. Watching her grow from this little squish baby that could do nothing but sleep, cry, and poop, to watching her take some of her first steps, everything in between has been miraculous and life changing for me. I don't think you'll ever read this post, but I'm so lucky to have yo

September 8, 2019


I'm not sure how many of you guys are following COPPA, or have any idea what it is, but I'm going to give a quick break down here. COPPA stands for The Children's Online Privacy Protection Act, managed by the FTC...

September 2, 2019

Thank You

The start of another month, and this post is perfectly timed. This last month has been a little hard on me mentally. I tried a few new things on YouTube after my channel slowly going downhill since the incident in Spring, and it really all kind of came to a head...

May 10, 2019

Finally Finding Getting My Footing

These past couple weeks, I'll be honest, have been extremely hard. After everything that happened inside the community, most of which directly impacted me in ways I didn't really "allow," I'm finally feeling like I'm finding my footing...

May 3, 2019

We Didn't Get The Dog

Sorry for the lack of video here! I have one recorded, but just getting home after helping out at church and almost getting another dog, but that didn't happen...

May 1, 2019


This one took a bit and came a little later than normal, but IT'S SO DOPE! Celebrating our Renegade Nuzlocke playthrough, we've got this mobile wallpaper featuring...

April 23, 2019

QnA #003 - Providing For a Family

Christopher Davis asked: I just got engaged with plans to marry by the end of the year. I am struggling with the pressure of knowing I will be the provider for my family, how do you handle...

April 20, 2019

Getting On Track QnA #002

Alright, this month was an absolutely CRAZY one. I severely underestimated how much it would drain me preparing for two platforms for that short trip to Germany, but I'm going to be GETTING BACK ON TRACK with everything! SO, Marius asked...

April 7, 2019

Q&A #001: My Inspiration

So I'm gonna start answering questions in some or most of these blog posts, and hopefully that'll spark some good discussion/reading! :] Jonathan McLean asked...

April 5, 2019

It's Actually Hitting Me

I've been okay the last few days. A little bit heavy at times with everything, but I've been so concerned about other people that it's kept my head busy, I guess. But for some reason, moments ago, everything just started to hit...

April 3, 2019

I'm Still Recovering

I've distanced myself from a lot of screen time over the past few days especially. Everything has been exploding, and emotions have been all over the place...

March 29, 2019


There has been so much going on in my life, specifically over the past two years, that I've never opened up about. A lot of it has been kept to myself out of respect for privacy of the other people involved, or just because...

March 22, 2019

The 80/20 Rule

So I've been going through some "internal crisis." Watching my daughter get bigger every day fills me with so many thoughts and feelings; but for today, we're just gonna cover the one called: anxiety...

March 21, 2019


Our artist for the month, Lady Kubu, completed the wallpaper! There's three variants, so let me know which one you'll be using! :]

March 19, 2019

What do you do when you're down?

I'm not going to make this super long, but I really would love to know, what do you do when you're feeling down?

March 14, 2019

Down and Up

Man, was today a FRUSTRATING day at work. It started off super well, with some Renegade recordings, but then when my GameCube stopped outputting sound for recording Legacy of Goku, it all went downhill.

March 10, 2019

If I Convey One Thing

You know, I've been on the internet for quite some time. My name's have changed, heck, I've changed. I've gone from moderating on fan forums, to creating content as a full time job...

March 8, 2019

Today was...

Today was...Great, honestly! I'm about 80% better from this sickness, so I think tomorrow will be the day I'm 100%! But let's focus on today...

March 7, 2019

It's Almost Over

Man, I know I’m such a baby, but being sick is absolute garbage. There's so much I want to do, so much I want to get done, and something as simple as a seasonal sickness has slowed me down like crazy...

March 5, 2019

Fall Outs Suck

Today was a pretty heavy reminder of some of the friendships that I've lost over the years. Very, very few of them were true "fallouts" in a negative light, but more so just life kinda separating people...

March 4, 2019

Push Yourself

So a lot of you guys know that I'm currently a bit under the weather! I was really struggling with pushing myself to record today's Nuzlocke video, and in the past, if it was for YouTube, I definitely would've taken the day off to just bum out and rest up the entire day...

March 3, 2019


You guys are ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE. All I can say is thank you so much, to all of you for believing in me, for affirming that there is value on my content...

March 2, 2019

Rash Decisions, Long Consequences

So I've come down a bit since our last post. Seeing all the support on the Patreon today is crazy, and really reminded me of all the people behind the screens, myself included...

February 28, 2019

"You're killing your channel"

So this is a comment I'm getting extremely often when it comes to my YouTube channel, and before I start my day, I just wanna blurb out all the thoughts I'm having that surround this idea, and the actions I'm taking that are, in fact, killing my channel...

February 27, 2019

The Empty Tank

Today was just one of those days, man. Had a very full weekend, which was a blast, but there was a shadow looming over the end of Sunday...

February 26, 2019

My Daughter's Laugh

Today was a really good day! I set the bar a little too high when it comes to how much work I wanted to accomplish, but...

February 25, 2019

This Changed Me

So this is something I learned a couple weeks back, I think, and it's really been changing my day to day living. I thought it's something I'd share here, and maybe it could help you, too...

February 23, 2019

Even when plans go wrong, things can be right.

SO I had big hopes today...

February 22, 2019

Let's get you on the discord!


February 22, 2019

24 Hours Later

24 Hours After Launch, And I'm...Feeling...

February 21, 2019

Day #000 - Kairi's Second Birthday!

Our first blog post MAY include adorable pictures as attachments...